To deal with my parents, 1st, I'd prepared myself with a very well planned proposal. Before I went back to Sabah, I called up my faculty to understand the procedure like am I able to stay if I am pregnant, and how does the procedure goes on and things like that. After that I went to find my AA ( Academic Advisor) for further information bout my studies. After that, I submit paperworks, letters and other things so I can confirm that I'm going to be absent for a semester. After finish dealing with my university, I'm well prepared to face my parents. AND so, I went back Sabah and I brought my favourite Anmum Original flavor milk powder back home and I kept it in a very visible place. And guess what? My mum thought that my brother had knocked up his girlfriend. Well, the message didn't really get to her so one day, I sat in the living room while watching CSI: Miami and I said " Mum, you're going to be a grandma soon." And she kept silent. Thought that she might not heard it so I once again fill up my guts and said, "Mum, I'm having a baby. And I want you to acknowledge it." Normal parents would have answererd, "God gracious! I send you to study in university and u get yourself in this mess?!" or "I can't believe you. I thought you would be wiser and know how to take care yourself once you're a university student." But she did not answered it that way. She answered me with her tears. She broke into her tears and did not say anything. AT FIRST I was ready with her scolding and yelling and saying something that I had prepared for but I never expected tears were actually dropping from her eyes. I was devastated. THAT is the last thing I wanted to see. My mum crying over my deed. But seeing her crying I held back my emotions and I stand firmly.Because I really wanted to protect my son as how my mum had protected me. Everything really turn into darkness that time. I've lost to my mum. It seems like everything starts to fall apart.