Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Few days has gone and my mum's condition seems to be very emotional. Well,in fact I knew that she will go against my decision but I'm a very stubborn type so the more that you are against with my decision the stronger that I'm standing for what I'm believing in. My mum's relatives called me and ask me for an abortion. I told them. I will not bear the sins of killing my own flesh and blood. And I'm taking full responsibilities for him. And so my dad came back from outstation and my mum told him. THE 1st thing he asked was how are you going to deal with your school? I said I had done all the paper works that are needed and UM granted me to be absent for the next semester. Then he said " Who is going to take care of the baby?" And I told him to rest assured that everything is on the plan and he does need not to worry bout my studies and my baby. He felt that I'm being very protective while talking to him as if I had planned everything and like I'm presenting my proposals to a big event. He kept silence for a while and he looked at me and said, " Do whatever you want." I never expected that he will go easy on me but this was pretty easy. My brother knew it then and he stopped talking to me. I had expected it since he was those goody goody boy and always pretending to be the older ones to protect each and every one of us. But he also knew that whatever he's trying to say is not going to be consider cause once I'm stuck to a decision there's no turning back. And the gap between me and my family suddenly drifting further and further away.....

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