Learning is eternity.

My baby Timothy now is starting to be a lot brattier ( not too sure whether this vocab exist or not). He wanted to learn to walk by himself so badly that he would throw tantrums to whoever hold his hands and walk with him. He wants to walk alone. I'm quite impressed of the learning process of my child as he is afraid of falling down but in the same time he gathered all his courage to walk all by himself. Shall I call that independency? But after walking for some times, he feel tired and wanted his daddy to carry him. Still, he's depending on his daddy and rely on us adult when he face some difficulties. What about us? Adults? How often do we rely on people? How far is our independency? I really hoped I have a pillar to rely on. But now, besides than being my son's pillar, I am also at the same time my mum's pillar of strength. But how long could I stand. Sometimes I do feel tired. I really wanted to depend on my husband solely. But I know I can't depend on him too much because I need to be an adult. But to step into this adulthood was really tough. As if u felt that you had lost all your freedom and being attached. But what is everyone's terms on freedom? No curfew, no laws, no burden, etc? Freedom is how you see it to yourself. Well, yeah. Having a kid hanging around you makes you less connected to your friends and stuffs but did you ever thought about how your parents had lost all their youthfulness when they brought you up? After thinking how many years had my mum tolerate with me, I think I understand the term adult and freedom better. I will unconditionally cherish and love my child so he would feel the same if he faces the same thing like all of us do. I hope he can learn a lot as he grow to be a better man, and live life to the very best of it.